See what I mean? I pick myself apart, and it's awful. Derek says I'm fine, that I don't have a "gut" (which is another thing--I somehow think I have this enormous pot belly) or anything, but I've got this horrible feeling that he's just saying it to make me feel better. I know part of the reason he left his ex (other than her being a total needy bitch) was because she "let herself go"--she wasn't much bigger than I am when he first met her, but then she put on like 100-some pounds. =/ So, I'm nervous about that, too.
I don't know if it's my thyroid acting up again or what. I've been feeling crappy and lethargic lately, but I've also had a cold for about a month straight. I still eat healthy and exercise as much as possible; I don't do yoga as much as I used to because I don't have time, but I get plenty of exercise in other areas.
And yet I still seem to be gaining weight.
Halp? D= I'm miserable. I've never felt uncomfortable about my weight before.








stayed home. skipped t-day. so..gonna now spend a good amount of time going thru your gallery. just read a lot of your journal. hope things are getting better at school-esp w/ that screwball ann. "cool personality" or not..she is a manipulative bitch.
anyway...i gotta put some stuff up too. ~
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you like the suit? wow,it was so last minute that i HAD to get one;so it's from walmart. ahha
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